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MentalIs one man really more sick than the otherThey both have urgesThey both have thoughtsWho is more sickOr should we say who is more "wrong",The man who painfully buries his urges,Or the one who contently allows them to run strongFor both, the thoughts don't stopFor both, the desires never ceaseFor both, there is always condemnation,Though different in nature for eachIs a serial killer a killer by choice, or are his feelings just too strong,When he goes "blind with evil", taking several lives,Convincing himself, and even others, "It was justified!"Is a gay man gay by choice, or is that just what makes his life worth living,"It's who I am. I refuse to hide it and live a life full of dreadful feelings!"Is right and wrong - morality - universal,Or does it pick and choose and play its own gamesHumanity, pieces to the board game, constant rule changeEach of us only given one of two options, only two lanesThis desire he can choose to mask,But that mans desire forcefully, ev
Give Me LifeBreathe life into meBecause I'm dead insideFooled by the outside
You're Not BrokenIs what the psychiatrist told me today, but from the way you tell me, baby, that what I want is wrong and condemn me for it, what am I supposed to feel otherwise?"I'm not broken" is what I answered when asked what the most important thing I learned from todays session was."But I still feel broken... and alone", my twisted mind and emotions overwhelm me with, and malevolently whisper to me, all kept inside, and silent, of course.Because no matter what, I screw up, and you sputter and insist with such ignorance that I obviously "need to switch medications" (again, and again, and again...) - a road all too well traveled, a stark path there and back, on the heavily paced double dead end."You know you aren't broken", my deep inner rock, independence, self love and confidence chimes softly and soothingly. It reassures me, but also tells me things I'm afraid to do, like part ways from you, or go out of my comfort zone, the outcome being a terrifyingly un